May I Only Leave Rose Petals () von J.S. Drake

Foreword..........................................1
I: An Offering....................................3
May I Only Leave Rose Petals......................6
The Light that can Never be Extinguished..........8
II: The Forgetting...............................11
Fear.............................................14
Wounded..........................................15
See Me...........................................16
Patterns Ensue.................................. 17
Blame............................................18
Being a Victim...................................19
Dark Night of the Soul...........................20
Buried...........................................22
No!..............................................24
Stop Hiding......................................25
III: Adventure into the Heart....................29
Love.............................................32
Come Back!.......................................35
Writing is the Chisel............................36
Worst Kind of Poverty............................39
Wanting More Answers.............................41
But Why the Barriers?............................43
Mothering Me.....................................47
The Loss.........................................48
IV: The Cherished Guest..........................49
The Pain.........................................52
Soothing the Pain and Chaos......................53
The Miracle......................................57
Growing from an Experience of Non-Love...........59
But Why the Cruelty?.............................63
V: Befriending the Shadows Within................65
Facing the Fears of the Self.....................68
Being Seen.......................................70
The Spirit of Play...............................72
Bring the Shadow Sides Home to Reign As the Sun..74
Only I Have the Key..............................77
Befriending the Shadows..........................80
VI: Liberated....................................83
I, Alone, Am Responsible.........................86
Forgiveness......................................87
The Angel Behind the Pain........................88
Rejection is Merely an Invitation................90
Projection.......................................92
Everything is Within You.........................93
Liberation.......................................94
VII: Remembering Together to Bring Us Home.......97
Infinite Love...................................100
Opportunity.....................................101
Builder of our Castle in the Sky................102
Allow the Unfolding.............................104
Love is the Language of the Universe............106
Every Thought You Have Is a Seed................107
What Would Love Do?.............................111
Create from this Space..........................113
You are a Wayshower.............................114
VIII: Our Homecoming............................117
The Time-Capsule................................120
Gift of the Rainbow.............................121
Mastery.........................................122
The Oasis of Our True Self......................123
IX: Of One Heart................................125
The Student and Master..........................128
The Song........................................129
Of One Heart....................................132
Afterword.......................................135
About the Author................................141